I have always felt spiritually connected. At a young age, I knew that there was so much more to life than meets the eye. My healing journey, however, was not always an easy one. It is hard for even me to believe that I was once in a dark place, feeling lost and disconnected. I turned to one sided friendships, narcissistic partners, overeating, excessive shopping and a toxic lifestyle to block out the pain. I swung from the highest of highs to the lowest of lows, lacking true balance in my life. There were times where I felt that my life was not even worth living. I felt completely alone in a world that I did not belong to.
Although I was battling these feelings for some time, there was a quiet voice that told me to hold on and to keep pushing forward. As easy as it was to ignore that voice and block it out with my sorrows, subconsciously I did not fully ignore it. After countless years of speeding down this dark path, I had hit rock bottom. I reached a point where my life was so out of control I had no other option besides change or I might not live to see another day.
It took hitting one of the lowest points in my life to finally wake up. This wake up call was the beginning of my transformation and the shift in my consciousness. This also was the beginning of my spiritual awakening and healing journey.
Confronting my limiting beliefs and healing from my past traumas was a process. I had to take a good hard look at how I got here and sit with it. I had to sit with the ugly thoughts and just breathe. I had to let it all come to the surface instead of run from it. I started to feel myself healing. Healing from the hurt that I allowed myself to endure because I never thought I was enough. The more committed I was to this healing process the more I began to transform. I began to see myself as the strong, smart, loving, passionate and motivated being that I always was meant to be.
With the guidance and support from my family, friends, Life Coach, Therapist, Reiki Master and Spiritual God Mother, I was able to reconnect to my consciousness and purpose, but most importantly, I truly began to love myself.
My passion for spirituality, energy, building relationships and helping others on their healing journey was calling my name. I embarked on my own conscious journey and connected to my purpose. I graduated from iPEC, becoming a Certified Professional Coach (CPC) and Energy Leadership-Index Master Practitioner (ELI-MP). I also became a Reiki Master with training and attunement under Reiki Master- Lee VanZyl.
Being a healer has always been in my DNA. It took me time to realize my power and purpose, but throughout my healing journey everything became crystal clear. Through my experiences, I came to believe that in order to see the light, we must experience the dark. I was in the dark, but through my healing journey I am now connected to the light.